CHANNELING 8/11
The Masters of One through CC Treadway
www.treadwayesoteric.com

This was a personal channeling that turned into something more broad, and it felt right to share it.

THE HIGHER SELF OF MOTHER EARTH

You have been focusing all this time on The Higher Self coming into the body, and harmonizing with the Earth frequencies as a grounding point. But what if Mother Earth were not the grounding point? What if you began to utilize the points below the body connecting into the earth in the same way you have been utilizing the Higher Self? Bringing the grounding point into the center of your body? Explore this.

The full human being must be activated from the Earth, because the human body is made of the same materials as the Earth. The Earth’s Higher Self exists below you, below the first chakra in your Energetic Earth Body…and is connected to the hara line (line of intention), much like the Higher Self of the Divine is connected through the hara line. In this case the hara line travels through dimensions like a laser.   Allowing the energy to work upwards from the core of Mother Earth, as we have taught you, is crucial in the grounding of energies into your body.

This exchange of energy creates a circuit that will help you maintain equilibrium in the face of such great energy changes, expansions, transformations and growth.  The bliss that has been achieved is now being anchored into the planet, and then regurgitated back to you in the form of something you can handle, so you may create in harmony with Earth, so that you may feel your totality in the center of your being.

THE RESOLUTION OF THE SPLIT

So the Higher Self of Mother Earth, which exists below you, has for a long time been though of as evil by some, or has been referred to in shamanic cultures as the lower worlds. In the current release of duality into fifth dimensional energies this is no longer perceived in this way, for the once dense and primal energies are being uplifted into unity through the merging, or unification of the right and left brains. This creates an open source super highway for information to travel freely between hemispheres, in the center of the human split in consciousness that has existed for so long. 

You have focused much of the last 5 years on your heart and grounding and connecting with Earth and you graduated. And now you are on to the next chapter. We are blowing another deep-seated dualistic framework out of your psyche to prepare you for your next shift of multidimensional integration.

(At this point I am feeling a little freaked, because my instructions for the last five years have truly been to sink into the earth and experience the grounding, and the sense of “home” in this apparently old fashioned way, so giving me the ok to open my multidimensional self up again I was like, “You’re messing with me.”)

The separation of Earth from her divinity in the consciousness of humanity has created a split that makes one think that Mother Earth is physical, not spiritual. This is ridiculous, for all is divine, all is of divine creation, divine mind, divine heart. This planet included. Your mind knows this, but the subconscious is still functioning in another paradigm. As Earth rotates, she spins with the counter-rotating fields of the Divine to keep her in a focus of time. This focus of time was created for the enjoyment of Creator’s creations.

So, there is no split, only creation. 

The earth has many dimensions to her. And when the full grounding happens, these dimensions open up. What was once dense energies, or the perceptions of dense energies becomes fluid and changing or fixed when needed. 

You have needed Earth to be solid to feel stable, but this is not the end of the road. So it would take courage for humanity to open up this part of itself and stand strong in the infinite while the planet exhibits signs of shifting and changing. Earth is energy just like all things, in flux, rather than being just he firm rock you lay your head upon. You know this but do you really know this? This changes your experiences of being human entirely.

You have worked for years on getting grounded while the multidimensional self that lives within you knows there is a lot more to the story. You needed to anchor the divine energies into the lower chakras so as to be a total human being, instead of a reluctant spiritual being wearing a human suit that felt too small. That is not a place of empowerment. Only from an integrated, empowered place, may you open to grounding in the fullness of the multidimensional reality.

Are you strong enough to release the ideas that you are a solid being, living on a solid planet? Matter was created for your experience, not because it is actually holding you anywhere. Are you grounded enough to deal with his and open up to an entirely new way of approaching the natural world?

Because the vibration of Earth and humanity is shifting into a new 5th dimensional grid, it will be entirely new in its experience. There will be higher levels of bliss and joy, there will be superpowers as you say, the ability to change reality…but only if you are seated in Love. We just wanted to give you a heads up on how the fifth dimensional experience on the planet will begin to feel. Do not fear it.  You will feel more at home as the fullness and truth of your being is revealed.

For the powerful spiritual souls who have come here with a great influx of divine energy, your time has come, for the old paradigm only suits those who were not born with this new energy. This is why, as you surrender to the bliss, to the higher vibrating frequencies (and anyone can choose to, whether they were born with it or not), you cannot function in the old paradigm.  But you still must integrate the energies fully in your body so that can navigate wisely in the universe.

How do you make things happen in this new paradigm?

You make things happen by surrendering to the conscious flow of the Divine touching the sacred longing within yourself to live your life purpose. This activation is held in the hara line, and supported by Earth frequencies. This means, your healing, your music, your friendships, your families, your businesses, all of it, all of life, focused within you for your life purpose to create harmoniously.

We have told you this…a lot!

So sink continually into your heart, bring the lower bodies into alignment as well as the higher bodies, into the body, and begin to tap into your experience as a multidimensional being having a fully present existence on a fully multidimensional planet. Release the hidden idea in your subconscious, and collective unconscious that earth is a solid rock holding you, and spirit is a formless mass of infinity. Take advantage of the grounding energies of Mother Earth, but do not disrespect her by simplifying her totality.

COMING HOME

The bravery of coming home is the bravery of experiencing your divine core as the default resting place, the default comfort zone, releasing all expectations from the past.

As you open to the multidimensional experience of life, then the idea of needing to ground into Earth, or the structures of your past dissolve. Home will truly be within and without, the inner and outer in union. Earth, even more so, will be your playground of creation, an equal being of enormous generosity. This can be disorienting, but we would not be telling you if you were not ready.

With Deep Reverence,
The Masters of One

(c) 2011 CC Treadway

HEALING THE ABANDONMENT ABYSS, PART 1

Abandonment.

For those of us who have experienced this most intense of all wounds, we know how serious it is. I have found in my healing practice that when it comes down to it, everyone is dealing with abandonment, whether it comes in the form of the fear of rejection, the habitual pattern of love avoidance or good old fashioned codependency and love addiction. From my observations, even those that claim to not experience it really do, it’s just more shrouded.

What is so heartbreaking to see is the judgment and shame that people place on it, not knowing that their reactions are normal. It hurts to be left, but we usually internalize the rejection, making ourselves wrong and unlovable. The good news is that this universal wound is actually something manageable and healable.

One of my biggest teachers has been the abandonment wound.

Coming clean with myself about it and lifting the judgment around it has been one of the most powerful healing responses for both my clients and myself. I continue to grow and learn from it. The fact is codependency is the model we are given for relationship, so its not just the super wounded who need to look at it. However, people who have had early childhood abandonment or abuse will have a more difficult time coping with it as an adult, and yet their system will be patterned for it, so they may find they are reliving brutal rejection and mistreatment time after time, with no tools and no hope to recover or change.

Some events that can trigger this old and unhealed wound are a breakup, a death, being fired, a friendship suddenly ending or an intimate partner or friend who is emotionally unavailable.  As a healer and a human, I wanted to dive as deeply into the healing of this wound as I could.

Coming Clean with Myself

Years ago, after a debilitating breakup that left me completely bereft, I devoted myself to healing it. I was sick of feeling awful and powerless, sick of feeling ashamed of my real needs, exhausted from covering up the pain for so long. Of course it wasn't just this breakup, it was ancient, it had always been with me. So I spent five full months tracking when feelings of abandonment would surface. Sometimes it was triggered by an event as simple as saying goodbye to a friend after a movie, other times it would just come over me with no warning. Mostly it was triggered by the loss of that relationship and what that said about my ability to trust myself, and as it turned out, God.

When you get hit by that wound, the mildest reaction is just feeling a bit of sad, lonely discomfort. The most intense reaction is that you feel as though you are completely lost and alone and you must be fed by an external source to survive, addictive feelings begin to control you. It feels like there is nothing supporting you, and nothing to fall back on. It feels like every person in your life doesn’t love you enough or the right way. You begin to try and control your environment and monitor other’s behaviors. It is unhealed child consciousness at its strongest. You must find a primary care giver or you will die. That is the intensity of the emotion.

Sick of trying to cover it up, I finally had to surrender to the experience. I wanted to know just how much it was controlling me. I knew that I would be healing it on a deeper level rather than just applying coping mechanisms, or talking myself out of it.

After this heartbreak, I felt an emptiness and hopelessness inside that was unending and inconsolable, but I had felt this before. Taking responsibility for and confronting the abandonment wound is saying that you are willing to face your deepest fear, your deepest pain. While many things happened in my life to assist in healing this pain, it was my unyielding commitment to the process that brought that about.

The Abandonment Abyss

In those moments where the pain would hit me, I would just sit with myself as the adult, caring witness. I found myself in a deep, black abyss of nothing. It was petrifying at first.  And then my child consciousness would appear, crying her eyes out. At the same time that my child consciousness suffered, blamed and cried, my adult consciousness would witness with infinite love, patience and understanding. I had to be strong. I did this again and again and again, sometimes every few minutes in a day.

One time I had to do it for almost three days straight. It was not easy at all, in fact one of the hardest things I have ever done, but I did not let my child take over by affecting my adult behavior. I did not let her “go to the empty well for a drink” as my healer would say. The empty well would be something like trying to get attention from my ex-boyfriend, even if it was ultimately unsatisfying and hurtful. It would have been reaching for ice cream, or talking on the phone non-stop, or not taking responsibility and blaming him. For others it might be drugs, cigarettes or meaningless sex.

Without those vices, I found myself getting to the ultimate wounds- first, abandonment by parents and all the psychology around that, and then inevitably, abandonment by God. That pain was the core, it was unbearable, it was gut wrenching. I felt I had been rejected and betrayed by God, that I didn’t matter at all, the pain was excruciating. I had no choice but to sit with those feelings, to really feel them, to let them out, to hear them.

I sat with this pain a lot. I wanted to be completely unafraid of it. And after some time it was enough. A huge relief washed over me. It was like the weight of the world lifted out of me, making room for the warm, comforting presence of the Divine. It happened automatically, with no preconceived idea that it would. I was overjoyed and felt so cared for.  I could feel God within me, filling me, healing me. That was what I really wanted.

The abandonment abyss is what most people are doing anything to avoid, but the truth is, if you face it, it passes. And once you get through it, it gets easier and easier.

Abandonment as Your Ally

Now, the interesting thing is that abandonment has become my ally. Whenever it gets triggered, and it still gets triggered, an instant self love reaction takes place. I had no idea this would happen. Each time I am able to touch deeper parts of the beloved within. The best part is that it’s no one else’s responsibility, so I’ve got the power. Trusting that we are loved and cared for in the midst of chaos takes this practice to a whole new level. It’s challenging, but it’s the only way I know to feel safe.

Abandonment Is a Creative Tool

The other great thing about abandonment is creativity. The best tool we can have right now is our creativity. We will need it to navigate the new world. As our dependency on a corrupt system is crumbling, we need to create the new. Songs, writing, drawing, new business based on love…. all can fill up that seemingly empty void and there is enough for all. This channeling from my guide team describes how abandonment and creativity are linked.

Channeling:

You hold a lot of power as you honor yourself, as you love all parts of yourself. For so long you have tried to eradicate abandonment and now what you are doing is just simply letting go of the idea that it is wrong, it is a gift of story for you as a human, it is a great teacher and there is infinite space and colors in the wound of abandonment. Can you feel the limitless possibilities of creation in the space of abandonment? Can you feel that within yourself -  how profound a feeling it is to sit in that space of longing, of emptiness, of pain that seems to stretch as wide as you could possibly fee? Well it is no accident, it is Creators choice, your choice to experience this pain and create within it. There are so many possibilities in life but this vacancy is the abyss. This vacancy is the abyss. 

And so as you bring forth your creations in this void of voids, you heal, you make more room for yourself, for your expansion, for your colors, for your music, and as you bring in the creativity, divine love pours from your soul, reminding you of who you are, reminding you that this is all temporary and it is a gift. For creativity is divine. It is direct food, the elixir of your being. Feel the gratitude for such a unique expression of who you are, for such a deep experience of your fullness, your completeness in the vacancy. Do not fear this place, but use it now. Use it to heal. For you understand now, that it is not just there to torture you but to serve you into your highest potential. The abandonment wound opens up limitless space for your creations, for you.

You can bring in the love, let it shower the pain, let it heal the pain, but only when you accept that this emptiness, this loneliness is there as a gift to serve you as a human can you experience the joy of being abandoned, only to discover you are more than you were before. I know what you are thinking, “How could that be joyful?” but we tell you, humanity is just simply irreplaceable, impossible to replicate, it’s perfect. Thank yourself for choosing this crazy pain, this crazy bliss and create within it.

So the next time you feel someone has left you, the next time you feel you need someone else to fill that empty hole, make it bigger, make that pain as big and wide as you can and start to create. Fill it up, paint the canvas, pick up the guitar, cook a meal, or simply feel every particle of your being expand. This is experiential, you must try it. There is purpose in every experience here. Don’t waste it. Let it fill you, let it be you, choose it again and again, every day. Choose your creative longing to expand within. Choose your humanity. Be proud of who you are, even in your darkest moments you are so brave to live this challenge. We sit in awe of your strength, of your efforts, of your potential.

Coming Back into Community

That channeling was so reassuring to me. Through the healing of this wound, and the commitment to tend to it, create from it and love myself, I was able to receive true friendship, true partnership and true community. Life naturally opened up to the bounty of the Universe and I was never alone again.

Come fully back into the mystery, precious beings, dear children of this changing world. A world that is changing ever rapidly, ever unpredictably. How does it feel to you to lose time? To have goals slide into nothingness, as the idea that they were cannot be sustained in the present reality, or in the future reality. Take a deep breath my children, for these times will challenge your egos as none before. Prepare to watch dreams slide away and other dreams arrive without thinking, without thought. As all times gather together as one, we are challenged to ask ourselves, over and over, who am I today? Who am I now?

Don’t expect others to know you in this way, just you. But do expect that your pure divine Godhead will be seen by those who know their own. And this godhead knows what she/he is talking about, because she/he is residing in the realms where your human body is acclimating to enter.  Most of you who are still holding on do so because there is much beauty that you have experienced in the old Earth way, and there are still dreams that you long to accomplish in the old reality, in the old way.

We say to your tender hearts, to forgive yourself for all that you have not accomplished, and to let your mind rest for a time, as the great energy of the Great Spirit that runs through all of us collectively makes the decision, and as your soul and higher self call the shots within this new paradigm. So you see, the way to misery and frustration is trying to accomplish the old goals, and the way to happiness and joy is to look to the God Self, and to align, and to experience the infinite, and then to choose from that which is right in front of you. Long lost dreams are just that, long lost. Can you dream in the now? Can you dream without the limitation of time? And can you still feel connected without the safety of the linear mind? In your deepest frustration we ask you to slow down, to go into the heart and to forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself for what you have left behind, forgive yourself for not being perfect, forgive yourself for some of the long held desires that you dreamed since childhood that have not manifested. Forgive yourself as you surrender into the collective soup of the soul. The collective dream of misery and love is shifting into a new paradigm of a collective dream of ecstasy and peace. There is  depth, there are the profound states that reside in the mysteries of life, without them taking you into a tunnel of unnecessary pain. Give yourselves a vacation from the pressure, from the outcome, and just bless yourself for getting to experience such an exquisite shift in consciousness. Celebrate the you that decided to show up for this grand event in the form that you are in now.

As many awaken around the world, connect your loving souls with them. See the sparks of light as they remember their divinity, just like you, and the quarantine lifts from Earth and her people.  Connect into these lights as you help to lift Earth and her people’s spirits into the level of unconditional love into the collective dream for cooperation and creativity without compromise. Moving together as one, we find the One within that is uniquely us. We find the true space of love, that is more spacious than any mansion we could live in: the infinite and profoundly enfolding space inside your hearts, the one heart, the one journey, the one spirit. My beautiful partners, let us travel together without struggles, without harm to each other. Let us envelope our own wisdom and use it for good, for growth, for transmutation. Let us take with us in our hearts the dreams we have built or lost, the relationships we have experienced, the paths we have traveled. We have been on such a journey of hope, and whether or not it went as we planned, we have some who arrived. I speak to you, from the celestial realism as my equals, as souls coming home. Feel this home, and come forward, within. Welcome home.

Some of us have already arrived some of us are so close, others know home is here, but are searching and searching. You are bigger than one place, bigger than a house, you are bigger than any one location or memory or image. You are now, you are Home.