​There is some controversy about channeling, but from my view, it is just interdimensional friendship. Learning how to navigate relationship through the dimensions takes practice and development, much like navigating relationships in 3D. It can be challenging, but my experience is that once you figure it out, it’s a blissful breeze.

You can channel anything from your Higher Self, to deceased relatives, to angels, to guides, to plants, to crystals, to intergalactic beings, to God. It’s up to you. Direct contact with Spirit is your birthright. As a race we have mostly forgotten this, and so many of us are afraid of it. What if we talk to dark entities? What if we are taken over? What if I lose my grip on reality? Can I trust the information? I’ve heard these concerns and more, so I hope to address a few of those issues as well as lend my perspective and experience on the beauty of channeling.

WHAT IS CHANNELING?

My working definition is that channeling is relationship with Spirit. This can involve it speaking through you, to you, or you communicating to it. Channeling is a form of healing work, requiring that you learn how to tune your frequency to match your goal and requiring that you have integrity within the practice. It is there to assist you in your growth and the planet’s growth. Guides choose to work with you because of common goals. The guides and you align your purpose together to create more peace and balance in the world and universe.

When you shift your vibration and intend that a guide talk to you, you are experienced as an antenna of light, requesting clearer communication. So, if you want to talk to high level guides, (which is probably a good idea) you will practice raising your vibration by powerful meditative techniques, like chakra or merkaba spinning, heart meditations, yoga, playing music, singing, or dancing with joy; anything where you can quickly enter into an altered state.

If you don’t know how to tune your frequency you could start channeling lower astral energies, deceased people, or lower level guides, who while may not be “evil” may not exactly be what you are looking for. However, if you become adept at channeling, it can be useful to talk with lower level energies to find out what they want so you can ask them to leave or help them evolve, you become their guide. You can also begin to recognize who is well intentioned and evolved and who is not. If you don’t practice, you will never learn the discernment necessary to traverse the worlds. Through practice, you will begin to understand how you operate at a higher vibrating level, and that higher vibrating you becomes integrated into your physical being. Your Higher Self becomes more of you, calling the shots. You walk in effortless alignment with your highest wisdom. Let me tell you, when your 3D reality is not in line with your Higher Self, but you are on the spiritual path, havoc can be created in order for you to learn lessons and get you on track. The more you are communicating as one with your Higher Self, the less trauma you are in for.

One thing I have learned over the years is that almost everyone can channel. I teach workshops regularly and no one has walked out not being able to do it. But, you must learn the way in which you communicate. Some people receive images and visual stories, some feelings, art or music, and some words. Some do a combination. Over time you can learn how to receive all ways. Your guides are working with you during your most creative moments, sending thought or feeling impulses to you to inspire you and push you to the next level. One of the most joyful experiences for me is watching my students receive this connection for the first time. Some people are very, very blocked, and will need to do more emotional work or growth before they can open up. But that should be seen as an opportunity, not a setback.

HOW DO YOU REMAIN EMPOWERED WHEN CHANNELING?

There are a few great ways to do this.

1. Set your intention that you are the boss of your body.
2. Intend that all channeling be done through your Higher Self or Creator.
3. Intend that all guides you channel be for your highest good and development. High level guides have no interest in dominating or overtaking you.

When channeling your guides or Higher Self, the information coming through should match the frequency of your soul, providing a resonance that establishes further self contact. It is this resonance that allows you to stay present and in control, so you are not dominated by the energy you are channeling. You know you are losing contact with yourself and your guide when the channeling loses that special energy, the words are not effective, it becomes negative or you get sleepy or bored.

Some would say not to let a guide speak through you. But I would guess they never had a high level guide communicating profound words of love and even more profound frequencies of love and ecstasy through their body. Would I do that first? No, but over time, you will recognize when you can simply allow the blessed energy of a high level guide in your body and energy field.

THE NAME GAME: ARE MY GUIDES FAMOUS?

You wont always get a name for your guide(s). Names are not a big deal in the other dimensions and if they do give you a name, it’s most likely because it sounds right for you. It’s not something to get stuck on. But then there are the famous guides, the Ascended Masters and Angels who do like to pop in. We all like being recognized by famous people, so if they don’t just come to you, call them in! But don’t get attached to the name or reputation of your guide. Just enjoy the connection and the lessons. Unlike Hollywood, you don’t have to know someone or be famous yourself to connect with the Ascended Masters. We all are special in Creator’s eyes and deserve guidance. Taking this further, it is important to stay grounded with this work, to continue to enjoy the presence of your friends on earth. The best use for channeling is using what you’ve learned to make a better life in the physical both for yourself and humanity.

HOW DO YOU KNOW IF WHAT YOU ARE CHANNELING IS REAL OR MADE UP?

At first, you don’t, and you shouldn’t expect it. You just have to practice as much as possible. Over time, you can see the areas that were accurate, and the ones that weren’t. You can remember what it felt like to channel the accurate information, and what it felt like to channel the inaccurate information. Ask questions that do not hold a lot of charge for you. In other words, if you are dying to get married and you have just met someone you are very attracted to, you probably shouldn’t start with, “Will Betty and I get married?” It’s a loaded question, you are invested in the outcome, and your emotional energy will be stronger than your clarity. Chances are you will hear, “Yes, Yes, a thousand times yes!!” Or, “No way, she’s a man eater just like all the others!” After awhile, however, you can ask these questions and expect to get good answers. You and your guides will be very familiar with each other. Of course the answers will be growth focused, so you might not hear a yes or no, but a lesson in discernment and patience.

One of the best ways to get immediate feedback is by channeling for others. My students are always surprised but how they are able to do meaningful and relevant channelings for others on their first try.

Guidance from high level guides is always uplifting and always about your growth. You will not be protected from a difficult lesson if it is the best way for you to learn it. Your Higher Self is calling the shots, so as I mentioned before, getting to know and integrate that part of you is essential for an easier ride.

DEALING WITH “LOWER LEVEL” BEINGS

Disclaimer: I do not really see things as lower and higher, its just that English doesn’t offer great alternatives and everyone understands this hierarchical setup. That being said, just like in 3D, there are all kinds out there! Better to know what to do when you encounter a being that is not for your highest good. You simply say, “No thank you,” dismiss them and raise your vibration more to attract a higher level guide. Trust your intuition on this one. High-level guides always uplift you. If you feel confused by the energy you are communicating with, better to dismiss it and raise your vibration.

Again, over time you will gain the understanding of how to distinguish energies, and attune yourself accordingly. You may channel unhealed energies and you may even take them on. It’s helpful to work with a supervising healer or teacher who is more knowledgeable than you to get you through the rough spots. You will learn and become more and more empowered. I recently channeled a lower level, very angry being. I dismissed him and raised my vibration, nobody got hurt. I learned what it felt like to do that, to trust myself more and to develop more confidence. If you are further interested in dealing with entity attachment, please read this article: http://spiritofmaat.com/apr08/needy_greedy.html

SELF CARE

Whenever you consistently raise your vibration, you need to support yourself on a physical level. You will need more nutrition, especially your minerals. Fulvic and Humic acids are the best way to re-mineralize after channeling. Exercise keeps you strong and grounded, the stronger you are, the higher the vibration you can channel. Contact with Nature keeps you energized, grounded and supported. Once you have opened up these psychic connections, you must be careful with whom you spend your time, how you manage your energy and your drug and alcohol intake should all but stop. Oftentimes when you are channeling your guide team will sneak in DNA upgrades, vibrational promotions or other healings. Be prepared to listen to your body’s needs as it handles these transitions. The most important thing is to remember that you are still a human being and so you need to pay attention to your body and your human relationships to stay grounded.

HOW TO CHANNEL

As with any spiritual teaching, it is best learned when the teaching is passed on to you in person. This is because all of the energy and protection that the teacher has, and their teachers have, comes with the technique. You will have more energy and support and it will be easier to do. So, if you have someone in your community who teaches it, go and do it. When I teach my classes, I lead people through a ceremony to meet their guide. This sets a sacred container for growth and empowerment. But, I will give a simplified version of channeling so you are aware of the general process. Technique and process will vary with different teachers and traditions.

The first step, as always, is setting sacred space and protection. I have found calling the in the directions to be the most effective methods for protection. If you do not already do this, go to a ceremony with strong Elders and have the teaching passed to you. If you channel on a daily basis, you do not always have to make a big production out of creating sacred space, it is something that you begin to carry within, and your intention can create a circle of protection quickly and effectively. Remember you will have to release the directions and close sacred space when you finish.

After creating your sacred space, use your favorite meditative practice to alter your consciousness. With your intention, call in the highest level guide to assist you in your growth at this time. Ask that this guide be approved by your Higher Self, and that it speak through your Higher Self to you. Take a pen and paper, write a question, and let your mind go as your pen begins to write the words. This is a telepathic communication, so you wont necessarily hear the words like you would in life. It’s a delicate balance of tuning out your mind and surrendering to the telepathic thought impulses, as well as staying present and empowered in your body.

As you write, the first words may come out jarbled, or poetic. Don’t judge, just keep writing. Learn how it feels to surrender to the experience without giving up your power. When it comes to your body, you call the shots. You can use your intention to call in many different types of beings and dimensions. You will find that guides will come to you and want to talk. You can try speaking the words instead of writing. More energy will flow and it’s easier to tune out your mind and enjoy the process. Guides will send thought impulses, images, memories and emotions to help you. You can sing it, play it, speak it, draw it, or create it in any medium. They use what is already in your mind to create a new perspective or lesson. So the more you grow and learn, the more they have to work with and the more energy you can handle. Then practice a lot.

You will notice when you channel that it is easy to shift your vibration. This is because your guide is sending you a boost of energy to assist in shifting your consciousness, making you more receptive to the channeling. A relationship begins to develop. Each time you channel it becomes easier and easier.

I practiced every morning for months before I could see patterns. After about two years of channeling, my healer downloaded a new technique from my guides to help me open even more. He helped create a clearer pathway and I was off and running. After that session the words flowed like a regular conversation and I began to offer one on one channeling sessions and group channelings. I was able to tune out my own personal agenda completely and ask difficult questions. More importantly, I was able to accept answers that led me in a totally different direction than I had wanted to go.

WHAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM CHANNELING

To try and summarize all that I have learned would be impossible. But, I think the coolest part of it was feeling like I was in a mystery school designed specifically for me. My Higher Self and guides taught me how to develop psychic skills and healing skills, how to shift from linear thinking to spherical thinking, they especially helped me with relationships and not defaulting into old patterns. They helped me get out of my projected idea of how the healing process should look, and showed me how it actually works for me. After a few years of channeling, I made deal with my Higher Self and guide team that they would tell me if a man was a good potential mate, since I seemed to not be able to do that myself. They meticulously told me, most of the time crushing my spirits, but they were always right and each time I learned a deeper lesson about my own patterning. What an empowering process! Now I no longer need to ask, I learned it.

They helped me develop even deeper contact with my soul, my essence and my purpose. They helped me with self-confidence in my healing practice and are always there to call on if I need spiritual supervision with clients before or after a session. Most importantly, I became confident in my unique and personal way of communicating with and relating to spirituality. I feel comforted and taken care of at all times, deeply loved, important and part of Creator’s expression. My ability to feel my own divinity has multiplied a thousand times over. I never feel alone and I trust myself.

These days my channeling has opened up to galactic service. With the presence of Star Family all around us, I already feel part of the galactic community, prepared and educated for the upcoming changes. I don't need to stand on top of the Andes and shout, I just need to meditate. I am able to access my direct connection to Spirit's love and wisdom whenever I need.

Channeling is your ticket to mastering how to shift your vibration to access different realities, different guides and beings and bring it all into the awareness of your heart. Instead of feeling like you are in a million places at once, it all gets reconciled in the non- dualistic, all encompassing space of the heart. You are literally experiencing the universe within. The outer becomes the inner and vice versa. To me this is freedom.

Would you like to learn to channel and talk to your guides?
Contact me to set up a session!

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The times are dire, as predicted. We are in the final hour. The Earth has been ruled by negative, draconian forces for thousands of years. And now is the time for humanity to come into its full sovereignty. The draconian forces will do EVERYTHING in their power to hold onto their position, and to continue controlling the human population. They have a tendency to want to destroy life, and leave a wake of dead planets in their path.

But, star seeds have incarnated to bring consciousness and awareness back to Earth, to allow humanity to remember itself as divine, sovereign beings. We have a tall order right now, and many are weary, but we are doing it, and doing a great job. To stand in our divine selves in the face of such treachery is an enormous task, one that requires lots of hugs, validation and encouragement.  Our old karmic wounds, agendas and stories are lifting, and lifting FAST.

We are total rockstars.

This is how I define our mission:
It is coming out of enslavement in ALL areas of life, and into sovereignty and togetherness.
It is coming out of victimhood, and into empowerment, in all areas
It is healing codependency in relationships, to come into interdependence
It is unlinking the energies of love and abuse
It is being outraged by injustice, war and any imbalance in our society… and not taking it anymore
It is believing in our power individually, and collectively
It is healing our bodies of illness
It is healing poverty, racism, sexual slavery, inequality and all abuses of power.
It is asking, ‘What would love and wisdom do?”
It is defaulting to love
It is returning home to God here on Earth
It is owning our minds, bodies, hearts, and sexuality
It is balancing and harmonizing masculine and feminine polarities
It is full self expression and honoring as sacred humans of all sexes
It is looking to understand and solve problems rather than just controlling and destroying
It is the honoring of our inner beings, our emotional needs and our vast abilities as creators
It is unleashing the feminine intelligence, and matriarchal power back to earth
It is stepping out of slumber and creating a new world based in love, coherence, community, connection, equality and abundance for all.

What is it for you?

Over the last year my work has taken on a new tone. The temple I work with on the inner planes was linked up and connected to a vast, and larger network of temples/Light Schools.  The main Light School we are connected with is the source of energy and wisdom that Barbara Brennan works with, the Council of Light.  During the last Ancestral Ascension class I was told that our main purpose was to continually clear and upgrade the Earth from all of the negativity that is being released. That we are working directly with the Sirius Star System and its healing technologies to do this.

I’ve had a lot of visitations from Barbara’s spirit body/Higher Self to coach me, teach me and help me grow as a healer and human. Barbara, for those who don’t know, has stepped out of full human cognition and is allowing her spirit body to expand and grow before she transitions. She is connecting with many of her students this way. The teachings have been POTENT, she is a spiritual giant. I am humbled by her conviction, genius and love. With Barbara as my main healing guide now,  my sessions have never been more effective and precise. It feels weird to write it, but that is what is happening! Because of this new energy flowing through my healings I am getting all kinds of tough cases and seeing results…fast. Humans are catching on to their power, and using it. It takes less convincing to get them to listen to the sovereignty of their soul.

Currently I am working with people with advanced disease states, as well as those who are bringing through genius level creations…which includes a lot of women trying to get pregnant!

One thing I see with the pregnancy stuff is that the souls coming in need their parents to be CRYSTAL clear and in a high state on all levels to actually enter. They don’t want to come into a karmic cesspool…they know that being here during this time is crucial, but not easy. They will not enter a karmic wheel, they are here to emanate and live in the new world, in tact. I’m being guided to do precise attunement work to get the fields of the parents in line with the incoming souls.
Relationships are ending all over the place because all traces of codependency are being wiped out in favor of full sovereignty and unions that serve the collective from the new paradigm. It is profoundly important to stand fully in your Self and clear your patterning before entering a union of service. If you are hiding your self in your relationship in any way, it’s time to let that part out!

No you don’t have to be perfect, but you must be enough in the new vibrations to not continue your karmic cycles and wound based stories. This will mean facing your biggest fears again and again till they’re no biggie.

Also, I have changed my work to be CC Treadway again. After 10 years, Treadway Esoteric is being phased out….Why?  As I have brought in my creative work more and more, the old name felt limiting and hidden. Just using my full name allows for more of what wants to come through to come through as an artist, mystic and healer. I am being booked for gigs, recording my album, selling paintings, and going on tour on top of teaching and doing healing work. It’s a lot, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I not quite done with my new site, but you can check it out here.
You can also follow me on instagram (cctreadway) where I post often. It’s a more creative format, and like most people I am over FB, and email is rarely opened.

Alright my friends, sending you lots of love and encouragement.
CC

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As we enter into Scorpio season, we are taking a deep dive between the veils, into our ancestral lines, back to the beginning of creation.​

For generations we have known nothing else but life ruled by the false patriarchy. Humanity has been stripped of its innocence and true identity as divine, sovereign beings, for thousands of years. This has resulted in all kinds of imbalances between the natural polarities of life, which creates war, pillaging of the earth, decimation of indigenous cultures, disease, etc., etc.

Where is the love?

The healing of this planet and humanity is restored when the polarities of masculine and feminine return to their natural, sacred balance based in the divine. I am including ALL sexes in this balancing, it does not matter the body or sexual expression, only that the polarities are in balance. 

In this class we turn to our family lines to clear and re-pattern these ancient wounds, releasing our ancestors from their pain, and freeing up our creative, ecstatic energy for sovereignty, love and joy.

The healing benefits from this work will be different for each person. They are always unexpected! For me, after doing this work, my relationships with both my father and brother completely changed for the better almost immediately. Defenses melted without any conversation. My Dad actually deeply saw me and acknowledged me as a healer for the first time, and now so much more love is being expressed on both sides.A complete miracle.​

This Class is Perfect for:​
• Those with deep afflictions in their self confidence and relationships
​• Those who enjoy watching the false patriarchy die -buh bye!​
• Those who feel a strong call to heal the planet and humanity
• Those who are ready to step out of patriarchal conditioning into quantum manifestation and creativity
• Healers longing for more energy and power for their work
• Those who are ready to bring love, restoration and divine sovereignty to their family lines


Classes ~ Subject to Evolve
​1. Ancestral Healing - Track the main patriarchal wounds through your ancestry and releasing/healing them
2. Ancestral Healing – Track the main matriarchal wounds through your ancestry and releasing/healing them
3. Reset Your Potential – Bring your ancestral lines into the quantum, and receive the gifts of an unblocked ancestry/re-balancing masculine and feminine within
4. Integration – Who are you now? Here we write and draw the shifts in ourselves and our lives.

​The work of this class is very, very sacred and powerful and will take you into deep, meditative states to cross timelines.
Expect that major changes could occur, in ways you can’t foresee,
and you will need some time to process and integrate. 
​
I so look forward to stepping into these sacred spaces with you and your ancestors.
The time is unquestionably NOW for this healing.
​Private sessions recommended for the unwinding that can occur from this work.​

Registration​
Teleclass with Recordings
4 Mondays 8-10pm ET
November 5th  – December 3rd 
INVESTMENT: $247

To register or ask questions, email me at cc at treadwayesoteric.com


Thank you!!
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So I had some time yesterday to talk to my Higher Self, who lives with me full time now, she wanted to tell you a few things:

The outside world is NOISY right now, can you hear yourself? 

Be brave! Step away from the noise, from the distractions, from anything that isn't in full alignment with your Divine Self and your sacred MISSION. Be kind to yourself and create your life in a way that makes space for all of you to come in, aka full multidimensional livin'. If you keep going with a life that compromises you and has too much interference, blocking you from your truth, then your spirit can’t fully land and you won’t know which direction to go. 

Face your fears HEAD ON. Otherwise they will keep coming at you from your blind spot.

Ultimately, these places where you are compromising your life in fear will cause you GREAT PAIN. Whatever you bring to your life that is not in full alignment with your Divine Self, but a compromise,is a replay of childhood dramas so you can work out karma. EVERY TIME. And you will feel stuck, guilty and like the victim if you don't FULLY embrace your path, your lessons and your liberation.

You cannot avoid your big fears. That is not how life is designed. Your big fears are your tickets to liberation. You came here to face them or be stuck in underachieving, blame, compromise and guilt. 

Your willingness to be in your God-Human Self is what makes these fears and lessons worthwhile, and ultimately is what allows you to BREAK THROUGH that invisible barrier you’ve become so comfortable with. You know the one. It makes you choose the almost right partner, the almost right job, the almost right friends, etc. You settle for almost enough. But settling is not why you’re here.  

You came here to liberate through limitation and be a CREATOR.

Deep in your subconscious you know you were designed to be free.

The younger ones have a much easier time with this and are naturally embodying their Divine Self. They couldn't care less about thousands of years of false patriarchal rule and oppression, it doesn't live in their cells the same way. But if you are older, you gotta werk it to find the confidence in your full power. You have to know that by doing that you are breaking every rule you were ever taught, consciously or unconsciously for GENERATIONS.


I was loving this divine blast and I thought...

There came a point where I surrendered, when I fired myself and hired God. "It’s all you now Higher Selfie!" And when that happened, uncomfortable as it was/is, she took over. 

I was attached to my karmic story. Very Attached. And when I truly gave up the reigns to her, to my greater longing and to my true mission, divine orchestration took over and RUINED MY LIFE.Thats right, ruined! She dissolved all the bullshit to bring my life up to speed. My hopes, dreams and my precious STORY went down the universal drain. It was all very inconvenient. But I was willing, in fact I had secretly conjured the whole thing.

You know what they say, from the ashes the phoenix rises. This time she rose in all dimensions and landed. My life rearranged itself so fast it took me a little while to adjust. But no story is better than being at one with your Divine Self. NONE.

Why? Because everything becomes crystal clear. Because life becomes so ecstatic you can't remember your story anymore. You are at one with God and God is in ecstasy all the time. Anything is possible from there.

I go to bed with the call of the wild laughing in my soul, I wake up each day with cosmos dancing in my mind, I trust in the curious Divine ALL that has allowed me the perfect position in this cosmic orchestra. Everything that I desired became available and yet I am not attached to anything that was running my life before.

And I say to my clients, who are squirming in their fear story and don’t know it, but are just on the precipice of this COSMIC LEAP….

Are you willing to face you fears and let go of your story for your LIBERATION?

Are you willing to de-colonize your mind, body and spirt for your FREEDOM?

Are you ready to receive the fullness of your wise, Divine Self, to run the show of your life?

Are you ready to become part of the ecstatic symphony of GOD?

The ETERNAL WILDNESS flows through their eyes, their body radiates in remembering…

HELL YES!

Because when you stop resisting your own spirit and fully receive your multidimensional, full DIVINE Self, that is actually where your life begins.  

That’s where your gifts can shine. 
That’s where the money is. 
That’s where all the good men are. 
That’s where all the good women are. 
That’s where your community is. 
That’s where your HOME is. 
That’s where your long held visions easily come to LIFE.
ETC.

When you fully claim yourself you get claimed by all that you desire. Period. You are Creator.

The Bring Your Vision to Life program is all about htis. It's a multidimensional, miracle generating blast off for your best earthly life.

If you are seriously ready to make your cosmic leap, email me to set up a free 45 min discovery session with me. 

Let's do this.

Love,
CC

Picture it. You’ve been working hard visioning, imagining, summoning the magic of the universe! Your whole soul is on fire as you take action at the right moment, surrender to the momentum and YES, you are rewarded with your dream coming true.  You can’t believe it, it is all working out as you imagined. Of course, nothing is ever perfect, there are holes, but you’re gonna ride this train as far as you can. And then, like clockwork, the karmic hand strikes down and you start to face some miserable blows as the train comes to a screeching halt.

The expansion that lit up your soul quickly turns into stomach churning contraction and bitterly, you are forced to slow down and examine where the missing pieces might be on this ever-expanding, evolutionary journey. This is a critical time because it begs the deepest inquiry into the self and requires the most raw humility. This part is not pleasant, definitely unwanted and likely abounding with shame because you’ve probably splattered your expansion out into the world as your new permanent reality.

You can think of the contraction as your personal mercury in retrograde. It’s time to go through and get all parts of your being in alignment  before you can truly integrate your expansion and move forward. Here are some helpful steps to get you back into the magic sooner rather than later.


1. EMBRACE YOUR INNER OPPOSITE:

With every gift that you naturally possess and have developed, you have an opposite gift that needs attention. OK maybe it’s more like a chore, because it doesn't come so naturally or bring as much pleasure, but it’s extremely important.

If you have a natural talent of intuition, visioning and creativity, then the place you need to develop is in the nitty gritty details of linear life.

If you have a personality of logic, reason and getting things done on time, then your balancing act is learning how to dream, intuit and be in the unknown.

The generous person must find boundaries, or she will get taken advantage of.

The stingy will need to soften boundaries and give, or he will be lonely and angry.

While this isn't good news for many people who are happy just how they are, this is usually what the contraction is about.  Your inner opposite needs some attention or there is no foundation to truly grow and you will find yourself back where you started. This doesn’t mean doing everything yourself, but it does mean strengthening the places you’ve been avoiding.


2. EMBRACE YOUR INNER CHILD:


Did you know that almost your entire brain is wired to prevent you from change? That’s right, evolution has created a failsafe to keep you from harm. Most often, this system was created by past traumatic events, or perhaps just programming that was functional growing up, but not suited for growth as an adult. You’ve got well hidden blind spots, and your inner child might be running the show in your subconscious. Time to find her and hold her because she may be very very scared of getting hurt again. All this expansion could be stressful for mini-you, and he may be sabotaging you only because he needs attention, rest, love and the security of your consistent comfort. Your feelings will lead the way to him or her.

Learning the difference between your healthy, capable adult, and your wounded, inner child will make a big difference in your ability to move forward.

The healthy adult knows its limits, boundaries and abilities. The child is unconsciously trying to get unmet emotional needs from childhood and not capable of making the right decisions for adult life.

Some signals that your wounded inner child is running the show: overwhelm, blame, loss of confidence, egoistic behavior, sabotage, making excuses, etc.  Working with a skilled healer, counselor or coach is essential at this stage.


3. EMBRACE A BIGGER SUPPORT SYSTEM

You’ve grown, the game has changed. You definitely need more support. Often times, people don't realize that growing your support network is fundamental to expansion. But you absolutely will need more support than you think, professionally and personally. You must carefully consider where you will spend your time, and who is really up to the task of meeting you in this vulnerable, yet critical place.

Friends that want to keep you in the old place are not up to the task. Friends that cant be with your vulnerability are not up to the task. Friends that are ahead or on track with you, and can be compassionate yet hold your highest vision, are up to the task. You may convince yourself you cant do it over and over again. Having people believe in you at this point cannot be overstated.

I once asked my students how much support they needed. They said a private session once a week, some yoga, etc. Then I asked them to double it. So they added more sessions and yoga.  Then I asked them to triple it. At that point, the support went exponential.  They felt like there was nothing they couldn't do. They were no longer getting a few needs met per week but the world itself became supportive in all ways to their particular, soul based contribution. It was a real eye opener: a threshold is crossed into a whole new level of abundance when you feel completely supported.


4. EMBRACE YOUR BRAIN AS A MACHINE

Training your brain for your success is the final step during the contraction. This takes consistency. While it may feel impossible to do when you are down and out, or grieving an unexpected loss, it is the MOST important time to do it so your brain doesn't revert back to its original pattern. You can use mantra, affirmations, NLP, EFT, martial arts, whatever helps your brain stay on track while your deeper emotions are rising. Enlist your support team to remind you of this. Have consistent support set up so your brain knows it can count on this routine. Don't get attached to the emotions or stories as they rise, just let them flow through and then return to the reprogramming for the new story.  Keep your vision clear.

​In the face of unexpected trials after your victorious expansion, these 4 main steps will have you integrating and expanding again in no time so you don't have to sabotage your dreams. This time you will be more prepared. And the next time after that. Life is built to surprise you, and as you master one area of life, you are given new tasks. Rising to your next level involves trial and error, success and failure, knowing and not knowing, and the ability to be uncomfortable more often than not. Keep going, your vision is worth it.

After my first heartbreak when I was 21, I didn’t recover for almost 8 years. I knew something was up but I had no idea how to change things. I was frozen inside and I kept myself safe in a dating pattern where I knew I wouldn’t get too hurt, except that I chose people who would inevitably leave, or that I would inevitably leave. Each time, re-wounding myself.  Does this sound familiar?

After we get hurt, whether from a breakup, or any shock/loss of some kind, we often will shut parts of ourselves down. We can shut down the vulnerable part, the strong parts, the sexual parts, the loving parts, the creative parts, etc. You get the idea.

It is here where we stay frozen, unable to accept what happened, then attracting the same pattern over and over again, trying to resolve it, trying to find and love our lost parts of ourselves.  Again, this can happen after any kind of major shock/loss/betrayal.


This could manifest as:

• Chronic dream squashing
• Unfinished projects
• Telling yourself that what you want is not really that important anyway
• Manifesting continual crisis that halts your progress
• Discouraged from watching other people be more successful with less talent and skill than you
• Getting overwhelmed by too many ideas
• Heading right back into that unfulfilling, train wreck of a relationship
• Feeling chronic pain or deadening in your heart that kills your motivation
• Addictions to social media, netflix, taking care of others etc

I shut down my powerful spiritual side in relationship. Because I blamed these parts of myself for past hurts. Now, can you imagine someone as uber spiritual as me trying to minimize that part of me in relationship? That’s a kamikaze mission. A spirit this strong will rebel. And it is SHE who does every time I set that pattern up for myself, in hopes that maybe this time, I’ll stay for good.

Well, this last time, I decided to stay for good. When my ex told me, after a year, that he wasn’t so sure about this healing thing I was doing…..I had a wake up call. I was devastated at the realization that my full self could not be present in it,  but I knew it was because I had been minimizing its importance, again.

The pain overwhelmed me. But I took that pain and I channeled it into my deepest, long held spiritual and creative dreams. I took all that intolerable but potent energy, cried all the way to New York and got a cabin in the woods in the creative, spiritual mecca of Woodstock, NY, where I had wanted to live for 20 years. Then I got to the business of fully incarnating into my badass multi-dimensional self. I finally let my Higher Selfie land inside my body for good. No apologies. No hiding. No holding back. No more compromising this essential part of me for love. I’ve been creating, painting, writing, wailing, singing, owning myself and putting myself out there like never before. Higher Selfie is home for good, she is clear on just about everything, and she is just getting started.


This is your most important point of transformation. When you are willing and able to feel those emotions fully in a healing container, they are the cry to all the lost parts of yourself! YOU come fully back in and with all that energy you have no choice but channel them into something creative, you are participating in the most powerful alchemical process that available. You are saying to the All That Is that you are READY. Ready to face life and all that it comes with, because your full self is brave and willing to be put to use, willing to accept the energy that spirit wants to give you. You are saying YES to your dreams you are saying YES to your mission, you are saying YES to your whole self.
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The grieving process does not happen overnight of course. There are many check points where the pain feels so overwhelming that you just want to stop it all. And that is why it is EXTREMELY important that you get the love and support that you need, so that these sacred parts of yourself don't go into hiding and repeat the patterns, hardening your precious heart. You will be very, very tempted to do that, and being held in support will catch you and hold you in those moments.

This work is all the more crucial if your heart has hardened up and the patterns have set in. NOW is still the time to unwind them. It’s never too late.

I hope you will join us in this wild, wonderful, passionate, loving and restorative journey to Turn Your Broken Heart into Art. It’s my life’s work. It’s my most vulnerable, humble and hard earned creation that Higher Selfie, my spirit team and I want to share with you. If this course is over after you've clicked, shoot me an email to learn how to work with me privately.

With LOVE,
CC