Whether you know it or not, codependency is at the heart of many problems in life.
The dictionary describes it as: excessive emotional or psychological reliance on a partner, typically a partner who requires support due to an illness or addiction.
I would extend this definition to overlooking your own personal needs to be there for someone or something else, and then blame that someone/something else as the thing that is holding you back, rather than taking responsibility for your own fulfillment and goals in life.
It shows up as:
It may seem like it’s all their fault, but the common denominator in all these situations my friends…. is you.
You may have been on the journey of your personal work for a long time, but there are still these sticking points of empowerment that you are ready to dive into.
Healing codependency can be difficult, but it also can be fun!
Here’s what can happen:
I love to help people heal codependency through their divine connection and creativity. Because once their sacred art is expressed, the self that has been dying for attention starts to speak loudly! She roars! Say YES to freedom, it is within you.
New course to heal codependency and be creatively free, starts Monday, April 9th. Email me to learn more.
So I had some time yesterday to talk to my Higher Self, who lives with me full time now, she wanted to tell you a few things:
The outside world is NOISY right now, can you hear yourself?
Be brave! Step away from the noise, from the distractions, from anything that isn't in full alignment with your Divine Self and your sacred MISSION. Be kind to yourself and create your life in a way that makes space for all of you to come in, aka full multidimensional livin'. If you keep going with a life that compromises you and has too much interference, blocking you from your truth, then your spirit can’t fully land and you won’t know which direction to go.
Face your fears HEAD ON. Otherwise they will keep coming at you from your blind spot.
Ultimately, these places where you are compromising your life in fear will cause you GREAT PAIN. Whatever you bring to your life that is not in full alignment with your Divine Self, but a compromise,is a replay of childhood dramas so you can work out karma. EVERY TIME. And you will feel stuck, guilty and like the victim if you don't FULLY embrace your path, your lessons and your liberation.
You cannot avoid your big fears. That is not how life is designed. Your big fears are your tickets to liberation. You came here to face them or be stuck in underachieving, blame, compromise and guilt.
Your willingness to be in your God-Human Self is what makes these fears and lessons worthwhile, and ultimately is what allows you to BREAK THROUGH that invisible barrier you’ve become so comfortable with. You know the one. It makes you choose the almost right partner, the almost right job, the almost right friends, etc. You settle for almost enough. But settling is not why you’re here.
You came here to liberate through limitation and be a CREATOR.
Deep in your subconscious you know you were designed to be free.
The younger ones have a much easier time with this and are naturally embodying their Divine Self. They couldn't care less about thousands of years of false patriarchal rule and oppression, it doesn't live in their cells the same way. But if you are older, you gotta werk it to find the confidence in your full power. You have to know that by doing that you are breaking every rule you were ever taught, consciously or unconsciously for GENERATIONS.
I was loving this divine blast and I thought...
There came a point where I surrendered, when I fired myself and hired God. "It’s all you now Higher Selfie!" And when that happened, uncomfortable as it was/is, she took over.
I was attached to my karmic story. Very Attached. And when I truly gave up the reigns to her, to my greater longing and to my true mission, divine orchestration took over and RUINED MY LIFE.Thats right, ruined! She dissolved all the bullshit to bring my life up to speed. My hopes, dreams and my precious STORY went down the universal drain. It was all very inconvenient. But I was willing, in fact I had secretly conjured the whole thing.
You know what they say, from the ashes the phoenix rises. This time she rose in all dimensions and landed. My life rearranged itself so fast it took me a little while to adjust. But no story is better than being at one with your Divine Self. NONE.
Why? Because everything becomes crystal clear. Because life becomes so ecstatic you can't remember your story anymore. You are at one with God and God is in ecstasy all the time. Anything is possible from there.
I go to bed with the call of the wild laughing in my soul, I wake up each day with cosmos dancing in my mind, I trust in the curious Divine ALL that has allowed me the perfect position in this cosmic orchestra. Everything that I desired became available and yet I am not attached to anything that was running my life before.
And I say to my clients, who are squirming in their fear story and don’t know it, but are just on the precipice of this COSMIC LEAP….
Are you willing to face you fears and let go of your story for your LIBERATION?
Are you willing to de-colonize your mind, body and spirt for your FREEDOM?
Are you ready to receive the fullness of your wise, Divine Self, to run the show of your life?
Are you ready to become part of the ecstatic symphony of GOD?
The ETERNAL WILDNESS flows through their eyes, their body radiates in remembering…
Because when you stop resisting your own spirit and fully receive your multidimensional, full DIVINE Self, that is actually where your life begins.
That’s where your gifts can shine.
That’s where the money is.
That’s where all the good men are.
That’s where all the good women are.
That’s where your community is.
That’s where your HOME is.
That’s where your long held visions easily come to LIFE.
When you fully claim yourself you get claimed by all that you desire. Period. You are Creator.
The Bring Your Vision to Life program is all about htis. It's a multidimensional, miracle generating blast off for your best earthly life.
If you are seriously ready to make your cosmic leap, email me to set up a free 45 min discovery session with me.
Let's do this.
In the last week I went through a profound passageway of detaching from the old paradigm and clicking into the new, on all levels.
It’s too much to write about, but I will share this one, life changing evening.
On Sunday night, a week ago, I went outside and sat on my stairs and took in the darkness. I felt, that even though I was finally living where I had always wanted to live, and all that that comes with, that the cost was too high. My insides felt completely split between the life I had left, with the kids and the man and the ocean, and the life I was in now - the solitude, the winter, the woods, but the KNOWING I was in the right place. Nevertheless, my mind and heart could not wrap my head around the sometimes traumatic events of the last 6 months, and where that left me.
So I took some tobacco, puffed it to the sky and from the depths of my heart asked Creator,
“What the actual fuck?”
The silence in the air was exquisite, the darkness like the void, the potential for the creative force filled my cells.
At that moment, I saw a bobcat scurrying across my neighbors lawn, while an owl started hooting loudly in the distance. Then I heard strange, undistinguishable sounds in the woods to my right! I got a little scared, but stayed still, and my senses heightened - and everything became twice as loud. The river that runs through town sounded like it was right in front of me. It was incredible. I could hear everything like it was all happening inside my brain. The once empty, silent and dark space was filled with life!
"I'M BECOMING AN ANIMAL,” I thought, and I liked it.
Knowing that spirit was answering my prayers, I went deeper into meditation to connect with my guides. They took me into my inner mystery and gave me the play by play so I could see how my fears and woundings had unconsciously orchestrated the entire series of painful events to learn the very profound lessons I was learning right now. A huge remorse welled up as I cried out my regret, but accepted that all was as it should be. My eloquent prayer had been answered. The half of me that was still in my old life understood, and finally joined me in my front yard.
But that was just the preparation. Spirit came in loud and clear to me and said,
“The way you have been going about getting your needs met is all wrong. You keep thinking you have to pick all the right things, and people, and do the right work, and the right class, the right partner, and construct your week correctly, etc. All of that is important, but the truth is it is still coming from the place of feeling like you are missing something that you have to find, as if this piece of emotional intimacy is something you have to get outside of yourself.
It does not matter what you did or did not receive in your childhood, it does not matter what you do during your day, it does not matter how many times you comb over your life to find the holes. None of that matters, you are not dependent on any of that, period, nor is anyone. You are Creator. You are everything.
Feeling connected to life is EVERY HUMAN BEING’S BIRTHRIGHT. You are intimately connected to everything already. You do not have to heal. You just need to click back in to what is already yours.”
The message was clear and powerful, I snapped out of it immediately, and continued to listen.
“Within the earth lies a large root, like a generator. Each human being is connected to this large root of energy. If you disconnect from it you will lack energy, get sick and feel lost and alone. Many people are disconnected right now, it weakens the unified field of earth. Connect your root back in now.”
I saw in my inner vision an enormous root like generator of light, and intended that my own root drop down and connect into it. But it was not dropping my root all the way down into the center of the earth like I would usually do, it felt maybe 100 yards down, but of course it’s actually in multidimensional inner space.
It was like plugging into an electric socket of light, energy and love, a very different feeling from my usual grounding, but not unfamiliar, I have known this place, this place knows me, it knows everyone. When I plugged in, I kid you not, in an instant, the pain, confusion, sadness, etc., simply disappeared. I felt myself once again a loving expression of a curious Creator, in the web of earthly life, everything made from the One Source. The forest was a part of me, and I a part of it. Feeling alone was hilarious at that point, actually an impossible feeling to achieve from this state.
I had to look up the Bobcat totem the next day and sure enough, part of its medicine is to help feel the deep connection to life when one is in solitude.
I can’t go into all the details from the rest of the week, but the gist, as always, is this:
Connect in, we are Creators, ALL OF US. And we are at the time of evolution where mastering our Creatorship is our divine instruction. All we have is our state of being. We are building the vibration of the New World, and that is the most important thing to focus on. The negative forces will keep coming. It is our job to fortify the loving, divine way so that the field of divine living gets stronger and stronger. The New World will get stronger than the old. Not everyone is coming yet. That’s ok. Don’t feel guilty about your bubble, serve from your bubble with full intention, whatever that may be, so it may link up with the other bubbles and create a larger unified field.
In the age of Aquarius we are living in the creative hive mind, our thoughts are VERY important. Cultivate them, and bring them together in groups to create Heaven on Earth. Whatever evil you feel you are fighting, the first step is coming together in a group and focusing on the desired outcome. Get clear, get aligned, build the energy field, then take the inspired action. Spirit will line it up.
OK, have a great day.
I love you
When loss hits you, in the form of a breakup, betrayal, or death, it usually is blindsiding. You didn't see it coming, and even if you did, you still didn't really see it.
This unexpected loss shakes up your whole world. It changes your future forever. And it’s not a welcome change.
Initially of course the shock cannot be digested. The brain simply cannot comprehend the sudden change and integrate it into reality. But over time, as each day goes by and the loss is still present, the painful reality starts to sink in, the dread is overwhelming. They say the next step is denial and bargaining. All of this is there to protect you from the painful feelings. It’s natural.
But when those initial stages are passed through, a doorway opens into the transformational process, because this is when the emotions start to flow. These emotions are not pleasant, pain and anger expressed can offer temporary relief, but they also tear through your illusions and sense of control.
When you first start to feel the pain, it seems so much bigger than you can handle. And truly, it might be. Your whole world is changing. This is why you need community to grieve with you. Grief is a force of nature, an alchemical fire that will rebirth you if you let it. In many earth honoring cultures, and probably the culture that is back there in your DNA somewhere, grieving and wailing was a community event that called upon the natural forces to take the burden and transmute for rebirth. The song of your soul wants to wail, and wants to be heard, validated, recognized and met.
Even if you have not experienced a recent loss, if you have had a lifetime of feeling neglected, holding back the your emotions, your needs, and your wildness, deep down you will need and want this recognition. It’s normal, and it’s natural.
So how does this relate to creativity?
1. When you empty yourself in this way, you become the void. In this dark, vast space, Source has no choice but to refill your being with new life. The loss, the death, in its transmutation, will rebirth itself inside you as NEW, CREATIVE energy.
2. This requires the ultimate surrender, because you will not be in control at this point. You are in the veil between worlds and when you surrender like this, when you have given up Grace can unfold on your behalf. Your mind cannot make sense of this loss, and this is where Spirit wants to LOVE you. God, Source, the Goddess, Creator, The FORCE hears your call, feels your heart and your precious NEED and comes rushing towards you to love you, to hold you, and to lead the way.
3. During major life transitions, it is Spirit that wants to steer the boat for you for awhile, because you cant see where you’re going, you cant see anything but your pain and confusion. Only the purity of your heart and soul can cut though this as you surrender.
4. Your Creative Spirit is rebirthing, and it needs outlets. In this passageway, you may have more energy available to you than you’ve ever had. It wants to be used, it wants to CREATE. If you stifle it, you will prolong the pain, you will create dis-ease in the body, and sickness of the soul. Receive what it wants to teach you, let it show you who you are becoming.
5. Through your art, your song, your writing, your dance, your creations…you arrive in
the safe harbor of Spirit. The ground has turned from water to earth, and you learn how to walk again. You have taken with you the essentials, and all else has been left behind. That which you have grieved, and may continue to grieve, has transformed into new life, has transformed into new ground, has allowed you to move forward, to be more than you were before, to contribute to the world and to make sense of the unexplainable.
This is the passage of Turn Your Broken Heart Into Art. However you are stifling your spirit, this work will allow it to unlock, to release, to grieve, to feel and to take form as life births itself anew inside you.
Picture it. You’ve been working hard visioning, imagining, summoning the magic of the universe! Your whole soul is on fire as you take action at the right moment, surrender to the momentum and YES, you are rewarded with your dream coming true. You can’t believe it, it is all working out as you imagined. Of course, nothing is ever perfect, there are holes, but you’re gonna ride this train as far as you can. And then, like clockwork, the karmic hand strikes down and you start to face some miserable blows as the train comes to a screeching halt.
The expansion that lit up your soul quickly turns into stomach churning contraction and bitterly, you are forced to slow down and examine where the missing pieces might be on this ever-expanding, evolutionary journey. This is a critical time because it begs the deepest inquiry into the self and requires the most raw humility. This part is not pleasant, definitely unwanted and likely abounding with shame because you’ve probably splattered your expansion out into the world as your new permanent reality.
You can think of the contraction as your personal mercury in retrograde. It’s time to go through and get all parts of your being in alignment before you can truly integrate your expansion and move forward. Here are some helpful steps to get you back into the magic sooner rather than later.
1. EMBRACE YOUR INNER OPPOSITE:
With every gift that you naturally possess and have developed, you have an opposite gift that needs attention. OK maybe it’s more like a chore, because it doesn't come so naturally or bring as much pleasure, but it’s extremely important.
If you have a natural talent of intuition, visioning and creativity, then the place you need to develop is in the nitty gritty details of linear life.
If you have a personality of logic, reason and getting things done on time, then your balancing act is learning how to dream, intuit and be in the unknown.
The generous person must find boundaries, or she will get taken advantage of.
The stingy will need to soften boundaries and give, or he will be lonely and angry.
While this isn't good news for many people who are happy just how they are, this is usually what the contraction is about. Your inner opposite needs some attention or there is no foundation to truly grow and you will find yourself back where you started. This doesn’t mean doing everything yourself, but it does mean strengthening the places you’ve been avoiding.
2. EMBRACE YOUR INNER CHILD:
Did you know that almost your entire brain is wired to prevent you from change? That’s right, evolution has created a failsafe to keep you from harm. Most often, this system was created by past traumatic events, or perhaps just programming that was functional growing up, but not suited for growth as an adult. You’ve got well hidden blind spots, and your inner child might be running the show in your subconscious. Time to find her and hold her because she may be very very scared of getting hurt again. All this expansion could be stressful for mini-you, and he may be sabotaging you only because he needs attention, rest, love and the security of your consistent comfort. Your feelings will lead the way to him or her.
Learning the difference between your healthy, capable adult, and your wounded, inner child will make a big difference in your ability to move forward.
The healthy adult knows its limits, boundaries and abilities. The child is unconsciously trying to get unmet emotional needs from childhood and not capable of making the right decisions for adult life.
Some signals that your wounded inner child is running the show: overwhelm, blame, loss of confidence, egoistic behavior, sabotage, making excuses, etc. Working with a skilled healer, counselor or coach is essential at this stage.
3. EMBRACE A BIGGER SUPPORT SYSTEM
You’ve grown, the game has changed. You definitely need more support. Often times, people don't realize that growing your support network is fundamental to expansion. But you absolutely will need more support than you think, professionally and personally. You must carefully consider where you will spend your time, and who is really up to the task of meeting you in this vulnerable, yet critical place.
Friends that want to keep you in the old place are not up to the task. Friends that cant be with your vulnerability are not up to the task. Friends that are ahead or on track with you, and can be compassionate yet hold your highest vision, are up to the task. You may convince yourself you cant do it over and over again. Having people believe in you at this point cannot be overstated.
I once asked my students how much support they needed. They said a private session once a week, some yoga, etc. Then I asked them to double it. So they added more sessions and yoga. Then I asked them to triple it. At that point, the support went exponential. They felt like there was nothing they couldn't do. They were no longer getting a few needs met per week but the world itself became supportive in all ways to their particular, soul based contribution. It was a real eye opener: a threshold is crossed into a whole new level of abundance when you feel completely supported.
4. EMBRACE YOUR BRAIN AS A MACHINE
Training your brain for your success is the final step during the contraction. This takes consistency. While it may feel impossible to do when you are down and out, or grieving an unexpected loss, it is the MOST important time to do it so your brain doesn't revert back to its original pattern. You can use mantra, affirmations, NLP, EFT, martial arts, whatever helps your brain stay on track while your deeper emotions are rising. Enlist your support team to remind you of this. Have consistent support set up so your brain knows it can count on this routine. Don't get attached to the emotions or stories as they rise, just let them flow through and then return to the reprogramming for the new story. Keep your vision clear.
In the face of unexpected trials after your victorious expansion, these 4 main steps will have you integrating and expanding again in no time so you don't have to sabotage your dreams. This time you will be more prepared. And the next time after that. Life is built to surprise you, and as you master one area of life, you are given new tasks. Rising to your next level involves trial and error, success and failure, knowing and not knowing, and the ability to be uncomfortable more often than not. Keep going, your vision is worth it.
After my first heartbreak when I was 21, I didn’t recover for almost 8 years. I knew something was up but I had no idea how to change things. I was frozen inside and I kept myself safe in a dating pattern where I knew I wouldn’t get too hurt, except that I chose people who would inevitably leave, or that I would inevitably leave. Each time, re-wounding myself. Does this sound familiar?
After we get hurt, whether from a breakup, or any shock/loss of some kind, we often will shut parts of ourselves down. We can shut down the vulnerable part, the strong parts, the sexual parts, the loving parts, the creative parts, etc. You get the idea.
It is here where we stay frozen, unable to accept what happened, then attracting the same pattern over and over again, trying to resolve it, trying to find and love our lost parts of ourselves. Again, this can happen after any kind of major shock/loss/betrayal.
This could manifest as:
I shut down my powerful spiritual side in relationship. Because I blamed these parts of myself for past hurts. Now, can you imagine someone as uber spiritual as me trying to minimize that part of me in relationship? That’s a kamikaze mission. A spirit this strong will rebel. And it is SHE who does every time I set that pattern up for myself, in hopes that maybe this time, I’ll stay for good.
Well, this last time, I decided to stay for good. When my ex told me, after a year, that he wasn’t so sure about this healing thing I was doing…..I had a wake up call. I was devastated at the realization that my full self could not be present in it, but I knew it was because I had been minimizing its importance, again.
The pain overwhelmed me. But I took that pain and I channeled it into my deepest, long held spiritual and creative dreams. I took all that intolerable but potent energy, cried all the way to New York and got a cabin in the woods in the creative, spiritual mecca of Woodstock, NY, where I had wanted to live for 20 years. Then I got to the business of fully incarnating into my badass multi-dimensional self. I finally let my Higher Selfie land inside my body for good. No apologies. No hiding. No holding back. No more compromising this essential part of me for love. I’ve been creating, painting, writing, wailing, singing, owning myself and putting myself out there like never before. Higher Selfie is home for good, she is clear on just about everything, and she is just getting started.
This is your most important point of transformation. When you are willing and able to feel those emotions fully in a healing container, they are the cry to all the lost parts of yourself! YOU come fully back in and with all that energy you have no choice but channel them into something creative, you are participating in the most powerful alchemical process that available. You are saying to the All That Is that you are READY. Ready to face life and all that it comes with, because your full self is brave and willing to be put to use, willing to accept the energy that spirit wants to give you. You are saying YES to your dreams you are saying YES to your mission, you are saying YES to your whole self.
The grieving process does not happen overnight of course. There are many check points where the pain feels so overwhelming that you just want to stop it all. And that is why it is EXTREMELY important that you get the love and support that you need, so that these sacred parts of yourself don't go into hiding and repeat the patterns, hardening your precious heart. You will be very, very tempted to do that, and being held in support will catch you and hold you in those moments.
This work is all the more crucial if your heart has hardened up and the patterns have set in. NOW is still the time to unwind them. It’s never too late.
I hope you will join us in this wild, wonderful, passionate, loving and restorative journey to Turn Your Broken Heart into Art. It’s my life’s work. It’s my most vulnerable, humble and hard earned creation that Higher Selfie, my spirit team and I want to share with you. If this course is over after you've clicked, shoot me an email to learn how to work with me privately.
I always have these romantic ideals about the fall. I love the wind, the changing of leaves, the excitement of the energy and my birthday, of course. But it can be spooky! As the veil drops, so does the illusion, and when the illusion drops, we are naked in our core. For each expansion we have with our divine selves, we must integrate into the physical, unlocking the hidden, darker places for integration.
Much of what we see and experience in our vision of manifestation has to go through an evolutionary process down the chakras into Earth. Where might you be lingering in illusion? Where do your dreams get stuck? Do you derive too much nourishment from your dreams and pay too little attention to the action needed to manifest them?
This is the time to dive deep into the shadow and allow its release to reveal the deeper unspoken needs. When you enter into this territory, time slows down, you are forced to feel and make necessary changes so you can once again remember your true self. This moves the stuck dreams out of the illusion, out of dreamtime and into realtime.
I have written an article to help you get clear on whether or not you are in illusion, and how to get out of it and get real!
Also, keep reading. A new teleclass, The Healing Chamber, is upon us for November. We also have a Creation Activation Tele-channeling coming up on Sacred Sexuality.
Wishing you unconditional love and clear vision during these days of the thin veil!
From the Deep Mystery,
Wow, have I neglected the blog for so long? My apologies! It looks like somehow in the midst of all the newsletters and courses, I did not keep up with the blog. I have updated the article section, so feel free to peruse to see what happened in Guatemala for the solstice, as well as the deep love affair I began with Money.
Anyway, here we are in May. This month I wrote about the ups and downs of being in the perpetual transition that is "the Shift."
As usual the year is flying by. We are almost at the end of the MoneyLuv course, the most transformational class to date. I realized throughout the class, as the students unearthed wounds and learned how to relate to money in a healthy way, that I had never experienced a time in my life where we talked about money in such a sacred manner. Money is always left outside of that conversation. In this class, we were able to include money in that sacred prayer. We were able to go deep into ourselves, and still stay connected to our abundance. We talked about the ups and downs of our passions, work and money without the veil of secrecy this culture is so used to, and with profound compassion. I found this experience itself to be so valuable, as a benevolent and loving wave of abundance began to flow through the students.
I encourage you to open up this conversation, to allow money to be in the spaces that are most sacred in your heart. In this way, together, we can shift its vibration and come into alignment as a culture. This, I believe is instrumental in our process as human beings at this time.
Blessed Beltane! There are lots of events coming up at Treadway Esoteric. Many of them in New York, and one via teleclass. It’s an exciting, creative time with shows, classes and meditations.
From the Deep Mystery,
It’s an exciting time here on Earth. For those of us who have been tirelessly growing and healing into our multidimensional selves, this solstice feels like our grand event. The process of stepping into our light bodies and embodying our higher selves is a gradual one, but rest assured on this date, when so many around the world gather in ceremony to celebrate the ending of one cycle and beginning of another, the potential for love, peace and harmony is exponential. Just the thought of so many hearts unified for the celebration of a better world is enough to change things, regardless of the epic astrological alignments and prophecies. When the human heart gathers in this way, the opportunity for light beings to respond to our call of love is magnified beyond our understanding. Just think about it….
This solstice, I am journeying to Guatemala once again to receive the energy activation at Tikal, Guatemala. I will be traveling with a band of healers, mystics, elders, devotees and artists. Five years ago I also was in Guatemala with Drunvalo Melchizedek and Don Alejandro Oxlaj, then Chief Elder of the Guatemala Maya. That trip was perhaps the most sacred of my life, and so I am very much looking forward to this one.
Every time I step on Guatemalan soil I am transported deep into my soul. Our group aim is to simply open to the energies in prayer. That we may be pure channels for what is coming through, that we may be the bridge between heaven and earth, and that these energies overlight and guide us through our work in New York and around the world. Many of us have foreseen legions of angels penetrating the veil, welcoming our world to the divine energies we have been working so hard to bring into our lives.
I’ve watched so many get torn to shreds this year. With the ‘evolve or perish’ energies of 2012, anyone who wanted to evolve did. Anyone who didn’t want to evolve did. Shadow pieces have been magnified and intensified so that transformation could happen quickly and with little mercy. There is a new human being birthing, this human being knows how to let go and ride with change as pure divine expression.
This last year, in the telecourses, we sat in “the energies” a lot. They became the foundational element of the curriculum, and I trust deeply in their benevolent power. I watched students birth dreams into life as these energies unlocked their subconscious soul desires and purpose. It was an extraordinary year of direct teaching from spirit, surrender into the unknown and simply watching as the work unfolded in front of us. I realized I was not at all in charge, and then it really got fun.
I am so excited about next year I can’t even stand it. To me, it is truly the year the New Human Being comes to life, and that will be the theme for the curriculum at Treadway Esoteric. We get to start really building, because we are at the beginning now, not the end. Yay!
I am honored to be on this adventure with all of you. Please join us in a course if you haven’t yet, or come on a Creation Activation call to get a taste. I also have FINALLY put together several downloadable e-educational products. These are a great way to being to experience what we do here.
I have also been revising the Channeling Certification Program. Stay tuned for more information on that!
Wishing you a beautiful solstice however you choose to celebrate.
From the Deep Mystery,
I sit here in New York City, a week after Hurricane Sandy, on election day, having gone through a mess of emotions. To let everyone know, I went through the storm without any loss of power, flooding or fire. I was incredibly lucky, but as you know, not everyone was. We are now settling into the long term damage the hurricane has created. Relief efforts have been phenomenal, both on the grass roots level and on the government level. I think Mayor Bloomberg has done a great job of dealing with the toughest situation NYC has faced yet, and New Yorkers don’t miss a beat when it comes to doing what needs to be done quickly and efficiently. Our city has been through a few major traumatic events in the last 15 years, and I can proudly say we have learned and are all working together. Still it is never enough when you are the one with a burned down or flooded house. Our efforts will need to continue well into the winter and beyond.
Last night as I was teaching Psychic Empowerment, I was listening to everyone talk about their experience. I realized that many people were having reactions to the hurricane, whether they were in the Northeast or not. Chances are, if you are sensitive and empathic, then you are feeling it and that is OK. I wanted to send out a note to all of you so that you know what to do for yourself in these situations.
What does existential terror look like in a natural disaster?
Natural disasters bring up your stuff
We all have habitual defenses that will be exaggerated during a natural disaster. So if you have a fear of abandonment, it will be multiplied. If your tendency is to disconnect from painful emotions, you may do that to the extreme and upset the people around you. If your life doesn’t have the support in it that you desire, it will be obvious during these times. Learn from that and become active in creating a life surrounded by loving care. We all need strong community and love in our lives, take the time to foster that. Gather together with your families and communities and discuss how you want to move forward, should this or anything like this happen again. Reach out to those who have gone through it, every phone call means a lot.
How can you help?
Meditation for Safety
For all those desiring to help, first and foremost, when you meditate please sink into the place of safety within yourselves and allow that vibration to travel to those in need. Ask that the vibration go to exactly where it needs to go, and let spirit handle it. As we grow together, connecting in this way is very powerful.
If you feel called, I highly recommend donating to Occupy Sandy NYC. The occupy movement has evolved into a community building and sustaining effort. They are on the ground without the red tape and in touch with local relief efforts. They have simply been amazing. People are not thinking about whether or not they should volunteer, we all know that's just what we need to do. Your money is being put to good use here.
From the Deep, Ever Evolving Mystery,
My obsession with all things spiritual, healing and artistic began as a child. I have so much to say, sing and create! Enjoy reading.
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