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For most of us in the northern hemisphere, we have seen the leaves fall, the skies turn to grey and the temperatures drop. Last night I had a dream the world was covered in ice and snow. At first I panicked and tried to run from the descending ice, but then, as I looked ahead, I could see there was infinite space, we were all still here and we had come up with good solutions for the new landscape.

As winter has softly blown in, I have thought to myself, “Where should I go to avoid the cold and grey?” After much inner and outer discussion, the answer was clear: I wanted to go deeper into myself, deeper into all that had been created in this last year, and deeper into life. I decided to accept winter’s invitation.

When the outer world is less than optimal, our inner world gets activated. The mysteries come alive, our soul speaks, our higher selves lead, and the sparkle in every snowflake is ignited in our being.

This process can be tough. The powerful and creative energies of autumn have a hard time shifting gears, and yet this is exactly what is being asked of us.

A few weeks ago, I was channeling with one of my colleagues, Samantha Ibarguen. We wanted to know why so many spiritual people (including myself) have a hard time settling down, why there was that constant desire to explore, travel, and expand into bliss. Why was the answer always “out there somewhere?”

The guides replied, “When an expansion of energy is experienced, a deeper level of maturity is then asked of the individual. This maturity is accomplished by grounding the expanded energy into the lower chakras, and into the Earth. The first reaction for one who has recently expanded their energy in accomplishment, or in an addition to the family unit, or in any rite of passage, is a kind of energetic fight or flight, because it is a lot for the body to digest and metabolize so much energy. It takes patience, as it is a completely different frequency, requiring the fast moving spiritual person to slow down into their own body, and into their humanity. 

“As the lower chakras are activated with the spiritual energies, a more profound and present human experience is created, the deeper human desires are activated, such as career building, sensuality, attendance to family, or the quiet company of nature, the roots of your being grow further into the Earth, and consequently the branches grow taller. (If you are particularly up in your 7th chakra, or have too much unhealed trauma in your lower chakra areas, this could be particularly difficult.)

“The spiritual person takes flight for a familiar experience as much as a new experience. The responsibilities of adulthood, of building, can be avoided with the constant call of ‘spirit.’ And yet the true adult welcomes such responsibilities as spiritual growth, and takes on the role of builder of culture and society, as parent, as mentor, as a necessary part of humanity. The panic associated with fight or flight transforms into purpose. Sometimes this further expansion into travel, change and exploration is appropriate, and sometimes the true rite of passage into the next level of your life will require the deepening.”

I thought about that. The expansive spiritual energies are so very alluring, and so very much a part of my every day. There is the illusion to chase it for success, for love, or for ourselves. There are still tons of new places we could go to be activated, or meet someone, or maybe that’s where we’re supposed to live…But I believe true success is built on a strong foundation, the foundation that comes with sinking into the base of your being.

My wish for 2012 is to let the spiritual merge with the physical to create a grounded and embodied approach to our human lives.  In this way we can be present for our families, our planet, our work and our communities. We can travel to new places without losing the focus of our inner being, or the goodness we have created at Home. We can be in communion with our higher selves, God and guides as we cherish our earthly time.

Happy New Year my friends, may this most epic and hyped of years, 2012, be blessed and joyful for you.

From the Deep Mystery,

CC

 Is it October already? Almost one year ago, I was packing my bags to move from Sedona back to New York City. Well, actually, I didn’t think I was moving back, I thought I was just going to be in New York for a few months to get my bearings. As I look back on the year I am continually surprised at the series of events. How humbling to have worked so hard to create a certain kind of life, only to watch it disintegrate, virtually overnight, and then be taken on what felt like a magic carpet ride back to the life I had worked very hard to get away from.

I had to give up the reigns entirely and trust, because somehow when everything was falling apart, everything fell into place. It was like the universe said, “Since you have no idea what to do, let us set it all up for you. Come, this way, trust us, I think you’re gonna like it.”

To let you know of some of the synchronicities, I ended up in a beautiful house in a quiet neighborhood surrounded by trees in Brooklyn, the largest and nicest place I have ever lived in. My roommate when I arrived was tantra teacher Luba Evans, who has turned out to be one of my dearest friends and colleagues. Many hours and days were spent brainstorming, talking and sharing. We wrote our e-book, “Healing The Broken Heart” together. This magical house turned out to be a block away from the hub of the spiritual and artistic community I was welcomed into with the deepest soul recognition I have ever known. My work and creativity continues to thrive in collaboration with my new pals.

One of my best friends/colleagues and I joined forces and got office space in downtown Manhattan, in one of the most desired neighborhoods for well below market price. It happened easier than anything I have ever done. One phone call and exactly what we wanted was presented.

I was able to pay off my debts this year through sheer determination, working hard and surprise family gifts.

The release of grief I experienced over my relationship in Sedona ending, set off a series of awarenesses resulting in deep healing with my family of origin, a level of healing I never knew possible. 20 years of defenses melted away to reveal the Beloved inside of all of us. The sweetness of love welcomed a broken family back Home together. Just that would have been more than enough.

I can’t help but bow at the foot of God and accept everything that was offered. I look back and think to myself, wow, I did not see any of this coming. Really. This has only led to a deeper reverence for the mystery of life, to unknowable forces working with us to give us things we never knew we wanted. Or maybe, these unexpected things are what we really want, but we just have no reference point for them. It’s made me deeply respect this work, strong intentionality and the surrender to the soul path.

What we are all creating together now is out of the old paradigm, it creates itself if you do your emotional work and let the flow carry you. Things fall apart, they are going to keep falling apart, but as we tap into our true nature, our infinite light, all is available. If you are reading this, then you are somehow privileged to have access to this part of your soul. Use that information to get you through whatever it is you are going through, whether personal or in the larger picture of these global changes. Our souls were designed for this moment, don’t resist, just trust in how amazing you are.

We have some great programs coming up. Namely, the workshop in upstate New York at Galiana Retreat Center, Healing the Broken Heart, in November. I will be co-teaching with Luba Evans. This is part of the fall series that was kicked off with the Healing the Broken Heart Telecourse and e-book (we are still flushing out the shopping cart details on this one). I think this work is so important because I am living testament to the fact that we can deeply heal our hearts and let in the beauty of life. I know that the deep, empty pain inside can heal and be filled with love and hope. I hope you will consider joining us.

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From the Deep Mystery,

CC Treadway

August is upon us, and I find myself coming into center, integrating all that has happened in the last several months. The energies have been just so amazing! I have gone through perhaps the deepest healing process of my life stepping into more freedom, love, power and awareness. I had never imagined that such deep healing and release could take place, but I stand corrected in the new energies of Love.

But now it is time to slow down the frequency a bit and allow the lower chakras to absorb and assimilate. Without the cooperation of these chakras, it would be hard to sink into anything. The physical body needs time to adjust to the expansion. Then Mother Earth receives the divine expansion slowly, with wisdom, with quietude. This integrative period is often the sweetest part, as Earth welcomes you home once again.

But who else has noticed that things don’t feel the same? Even grounding doesn’t feel the same. For those of who have aligned with the new energies, this transition is unnerving. There seems to be no certainty about the future, and the entire way that we have felt stable, grounded and like we belong has been dissolved. The new way is wonderful, but unfamiliar and I liken it to moving to a new town or country. It’s disorienting, and sometimes we long for the familiar feeling of home as we have known it. But we are growing into something bigger, and we have volunteered to do so.  I spent several days pondering these uncomfortable feelings before receiving the upgrade into the new awareness. Please read this month’s channeling to get a better idea of what is going on.

Make sure you have people to talk about this with, because then you will know you are not alone. Any time I think I am the only one that feels like nothing is real, or nothing is anchoring me, I talk to someone, anyone, and they are usually feeling the same way. What we can do is support each other and hang in there, taking in the moments of joy and ecstasy fully, and trusting that we are exactly where we need to be.

Read this month's channeling, SHIFTING GROUND, here.

The flowers, green and sun have finally arrived and celebrations are abundant! 

So there has been all of this talk of the unity wave and the shift and the new world, ok maybe I have also talked about it over and over. But I do believe it is here.  Can you feel it? There is a wave of energy sweeping the globe that is new, palpable, creative, juicy, loving and unitive. It's creating something absolutely fantastic. For those of us that want it, it is right here.

This new world is filled with abundance, joy, unconditional love and acceptance. One thing leads to the next, planning is released as the group energy field decides which direction things are going with the collective intention. Individual dreams are held within the group energy field, supported and magnified. Things aren't all perfect, there are still interpersonal issues to resolve, but they are resolved in the group container.  I have to say, that experiencing this first hand is pretty exciting. It's very confirming for me having channeled about it for the last five years and now to be living it. Not to mention all of the teachers who have been assuring us that this day would come. It's nice to know we weren't all just hallucinating.

To read more about the evidence that the shift is indeed here, please read my article called The Shift from I to We. It's a celebration of creative unity for our day. 

LOVE YOU
CC

HEART BASED ECONOMY
By CC Treadway
www.treadwayesoteric.com

In the past several years I have learned a lot about money. Like many, I learned to live with a lot less of it! I have also learned about the corruption behind our system, and the negative energies usurping our power. (Read Money, Power and the Snake to learn more).  But the transformation began as I learned how to trust in the natural abundance we all have access to, and when I brought the energy of money back into Love. These beliefs have proven themselves to work and I am experiencing financial ease in a totally new and pleasurable way.

I have heard many heart centered, anti-establishment types announce that money will disappear. For me, I’m not attached to this, and I am not sure if it’s the point. Phrases like, “Money is the root of all evil,” and “If they are doing for the money, they can’t be good,” and, "The rich are hoarding all the money," are rampant in counterculture. I understand why people are angry and fed up, but these kinds of statements never sat right with me because I was exposed to so many wealthy people with a lot of heart and a lot of integrity growing up.

Personally, I like the clear boundaries that money offers. A price is set, it’s paid, and a good or service is received. Easy. Negotiating, a time and energy spender, is bypassed. Other times I enjoy bartering, trading or haggling…or just seeing what happens. But for the most part, I prefer aspects of my financial life to run on autopilot.  I also love the way commerce connects different nations and cultures on a large level. The global economic current is an energy that is constantly shaping our lives, whether we like it or not.

BARTERING, ALIVE AND WELL

I hear people say they can’t wait until we are all bartering again. But if you really think about it, bartering is not lost! We are bartering in our communities all the time. We trade clothes, ideas, services, dinners, rides, places to crash, etc. The part of our lives where bartering is easy and natural is where bartering exists and will probably always exist. I acknowledge that with the economic crisis people are bartering more. This is an obviously beneficial result of the crisis that is bringing us back to balance.

Trading has become very popular in the healing communities. However, my healing work has a psycho-therapeutic element that makes it hard to trade. People in the healing community sometimes don’t understand, but I can’t be someone’s therapist, friend and client. The space I hold in my work is a safe container that will inevitably be broken by wearing too many hats, harming the client. Currency solves this problem for me. Plus, I really value my “human” time. I need spaces where  there are no clients around, where I don’t have to be “on” or overly conscious of the effect I might have on a client should I behave in unpredictable ways, which happens.

WHAT IS COMING?

The way we have been handling money, based in debt, fear, lack, greed, constant expansion and growth, is not sustainable. I know we will be moving into something different, probably based on the laws of nature. But I wanted to hear what the guides had to say, since they usually shed light on the tough subjects.

I channel a group called the Masters of One. They are pretty fantastic beings that overlight humanity in the dedication of service. They are strong, intelligent, caring and huge. This channeling was really for me, but I’m sharing it.

CHANNELING THE MASTERS OF ONE

In the beginning of time there was you and in the end of time there will also be you. (They always say this to me at the beginning of a channeling session.)

Sink deeply into the knowing that all is inside of you, and that the beat of your heart dictates the form. As we travel together, through space and time in this universe, the optimal setting for creation is to be open to what is unfolding, what is coming, and what is being created through desire, through intention, and love. The heart is the gateway to this understanding. Have we said that enough times for you? Have we not shown you that the intelligence of the heart system will show you the way?   And so, as you sink deeper into this understanding, you will see the proper unfolding of what is next, informing you day to day.

In the heart there are 4 chambers.  Each chamber represents a different dimension of consciousness, within each chamber there is a control zone, and there is one main control zone, which would be like God speaking through your heart, and the 4 dimensions of humankind, which you have studied fully at your training.  Each of these dimensions can be accessed in the heart.

And so as you have learned in your channeling, the energies of the pineal gland and the higher self, are dropped into the heart energies, the energies from Mother Earth are brought up into the heart energies to hit the central operating core, the God heart.  This energy is then magnetized and expanded in ways you cannot imagine. To get more technical, which we try not to do, but we will, the 4 chambers of the heart have a navigation system, chamber to chamber that works with the flow of consciousness in your society, it is a circle of understanding, of in and out, and of ultimate presence. It is related to the blood flow. So, linearity is replaced with circularity or a circuit, and the central point of God focus, is the center point of you within the universe, the God self in the heart.

Are you seeing how all these years of channeling my dear, are bringing you to this point? So many secrets we have told you are now being put to use in your life, and in the lives of many awakening souls.  In the heart the union of the earth plane and the spirit planes is evident, it is a given. This naturally takes one out of duality and into integrated thought and action.

How does this influence the coming economy? You see, the economy that you have known your whole life and for the life of the history you have learned has been based only in the head. The head has 2 main hemispheres, therefore the head is prone to dualistic thinking. The central point of the head that connects to spirit, the pineal gland, is the achieved desirable state when meditating, and it will take you out of duality, but oftentimes out of the body if that energy is not brought forth into the heart.

The economy will be based on the system of the heart, the union of the earth and sky, the navigation of the flow of consciousness through the chambers, so it is more than “nature based,” it is integrated. We have begun, through a series of different guides, to show you how the mechanism of the heart works. Your studies in this will continue.  For now begin to research the heart, and see what hits you, what images are brought forth and how this works in your life. Continue to meditate on the blood flow, as we have been instructing you and your clients to do.

The idea is that the spiritual energies of above connect with the earthly energies below and balanced methodology is formed through the navigational system of the heart. The God center, which each human has, is activated and expressed in physical form. How the economic system is shaped is entirely dependent on the collective unfolding of consciousness through the heart as we move into the new world.

It would behoove you to find your community and tap into the flow of consciousness of that group, because there is strength in unified numbers. The heart will make the decision of currency or no currency, but the magnetic power of the collective, connected heart is far more powerful than any decision made by the head, either left or right brain, of any individual, no matter how smart they are.

Thank you Masters of One!

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So, there you have it. On one level it feels abstract, but on another it makes total sense. and gives us a lot to go on.  If you were expecting a business plan, sorry! I had been receiving teachings about the heart, but I wouldn’t have related it to the economy in this way. The guides, not much for future predictions, but definitely into empowering us, are letting us know it is up to us to shape our own future. I will keep going into my heart and exploring, and I encourage you to do the same, and let me know what you find!

Free will, it’s a good thing.

(c) CC Treadway 2011. All rights reserved.

Dear Family,

I love my life. Because things are opening up, and when I say opening, I mean the gates have opened wide and they are engulfing me and I am surrendering to the ecstasy of belonging and of being fully loved.

Valentines day has never been a big deal to me, because I began my adulthood with a healthy dose of teenage cynicism, but this last week has been nothing short of miraculous, with the energy of love so completely overtaking me that I wonder if the universal arrow of Eros did not shoot its blissful arrow right to me.

Not by accident, one of my friends, and ceremony leader, Kathi von Koerber, arranged that I stay at her place in Brooklyn upon my return to New York, and that I room with her friend Luba Evans, a Tantric teacher originally from Russia.

Luba, a wild, generous and industrious goddess was a pleasure from the start. She and I became fast friends and last week she asked me to channel for her. She was in the middle of writing a play with all of the Hindu Gods, quite an undertaking, and she wanted to speak directly to the Gods. No biggie. In these situations I can only say I will give it a go.

As I began to open the channel, I already felt different than “usual.” 

We began with an energy called “The Dancer,” of course it was Shiva. Quick, purposeful and powerful, Shiva almost knocked my socks off. Shiva answered questions pertaining to Luba’s creative process and dancing the spaces in between the story, the characters and the arcs, but the energy kept getting more and more intense. I was having a hard time remaining in my body, which is unusual because I tend towards staying present.

As the energy intensified in the room, Luba began asking about creation. Not the easy questions, but the questions like “Why do we exist?” My brain was trying not to freak out when she asked the great questions of life, because of course I desperately want to know myself and I had no idea how I was going to transmit such mysteries.

Shiva encouraged us to surrender deeper and deeper into the unknown, until in through great black void she came...The Goddess, The All That Is, the great Master of Mystery herself, unfiltered and completely expressed. With each influx of energy I was reborn, recreated to embody the answers, I became the explosion of creation as I was channeling the concepts. This was awesome, by the way, because every time this happened, swirling orgasms ran through me, apparently a new perk of the job. I also wanted to cry, to laugh, to throw up and to fall over, but all in ecstasy.

Luba, such a master, sat there with calm knowing, like she had seen this all before. At one point in her husky Russian accent she asked,

“Can we stand outside of Creation?” 

That’s when the energy came pouring through me like a river of love. It took me several minutes to gain enough composure to talk. If I hadn't been so concerned with Luba as my client, I would have been on the floor in a continuous rapture of ecstasy for the rest of the night. After some time of laughing, I was able to speak as the Goddess and she said,

“Yes, but only for a moment, because the love affair, the LOVE AFFAIR between the Creator and the Creation is so profound that the two could never be separate for long. The Creation stretches to meet the Creator, and the Creator runs into the arms of the Creation and they are joined once more in ecstatic love.”

Oh, the homecoming of those words, duality dissolved in an instant as I was in complete embodiment. Those words have flowed through me all week, pleasure at her every turn, magic around her every corner, a smile plastered on my face as I know we are all HERE, we are all the GOD/DESS, we are all within Creation and outside of Creation loving ourselves more and more with each impulse and expansion of life. We are larger than life, larger than our imaginations for a split second and we are also the tiniest, most adorable, most beloved babies completely enraptured in each other’s love.

“This love affair is the essence of Tantra,” said my new friend Luba.

Happy Valentines Day,

CC

It has now been one month since returning to the East Coast. I am taking each day as it comes. It is hard not to get ahead of myself and try and figure out what is supposed to be going on. My practice is to go inside and surrender my agenda, and somehow the universe arranges things perfectly. For all those who have had their plans do a 180 on them, this is a good way of handling it. I think plans change their minds so that we can be shown something better. Or so that our ULTIMATE plan is presented sooner (says the gal who loves to plan). Many of us are taking short cuts to our dreams, but the cuts, being short and swift, and generally unplanned,  are hard to digest.

Nevertheless, I wave the white flag, allowing the great All That Is to meet me half way, and that is exactly what is happening. Many blessings to all~

From the Deep Mystery,
CC

Well, it looks like I am back in New York. For the seventh time. It's hilarious that I keep moving out thinking I am never coming back. New York is my home base, and it is the root of my work, my family and friends. So, once more, with feeling! It was kind of a shock to come back here, but my fiancee and I broke up (mutually, but not without some tears), and I had wanted to leave Sedona for a long time.

Sedona was supposed to be a short term thing to rest in nature for awhile, but I fell in love, so it lasted longer.  I am so grateful for my experience there, for my ex-partner and all that we learned together and my friends there who helped me to love, to relax and to listen to the plants and trees. Wrapping up that experience, and letting that chapter of my life close so I can begin anew is bittersweet. But I feel the integration of everything I learned as I sink back into my home, and into the most powerful and exciting city in the world.

To hear more of the story of my move back , as well as some interesting energy experiences in NYC, click here.

I will now be seeing local clients in New York City's Meta Center on Saturdays, and be adding days and events as I get re-adjusted. All is falling into place here very effortlessly and I will keep you posted.

With Love!
CC

Saving the Power to Heal Ourselves: Creepy Codex Alimentarius

It’s no secret that Big Pharma has been trying to gain control of our health or lack of health, but recently the heat has been turned up. On April Fools day, 2011, herbal supplements across the E.U. will be pulled from the shelves. Homeopathic remedies have been dismissed as a fraud and schools have already been shut down in Europe.

How could this have happened? Well I am not so sure. I wasn’t aware that a sweeping law could be passed in the E.U. I spend a lot of my time sending emails to my representatives to make sure that Codex Alimentarius doesn’t pass here in the US, we are continually fighting it and our efforts have kept it at bay. But since I don’t live in Europe, I have no idea how it happened there. To me, Europe has always been a fantasy land of miraculous natural healing products, a tradition of herbal healing and garden plots for every family. Perhaps the general population was completely clueless as to what was going on, I welcome letters from Europeans who have insight on this.

Herbal supplements will be required to go through the same rigorous testing as a synthetic drug. The vast majority of supplement companies do not have the means to bring their products to market, as each herb requires around 200k to pass through all the testing and bureaucracy.  Then, the herbs can only be prescribed by a medical doctor. Are they serious? As well all know, MD’s do not receive training on herbs. But herbologists will no longer be allowed to practice.

So now, I have to go to the doctor, after waiting a month to get an appointment, then waste a day waiting in the office until the doctor can see me for a few minutes to get my vitamin C? Come on. This is where educating yourself on the plants in your environment can come in handy.

If I can't get vitamin C, all I have to do is collect a few Piñon Pine needles from the tree in my backyard, make a tea and I have the equivalent of 5 limes.

But this information will be banned as well. I’m not sure how they are going to draw the line between medicinal herbs and foods, considering all food in its natural state is medicine. Long story short, we need to stop this.

One must understand that while it is important to hold a healing space for the evolution of our leaders, it is also pertinent to understand that the people in charge of this level of control have a mental illness classified as “Psychopath.”  Psychopaths are obsessed with controlling things. Obsessed. They have dismissed feelings and compassion as weakness, and can only feel their identity from the power they amass at the expense of others.  There is a twisted pleasure in oppressing others for their own power.

This is not representative of the majority of the population and can be confusing for those people who have compassion. So don’t get your head in a tizzy about the why and how they are doing this. They are mentally ill and you are probably not.  But the threat has become real, so our compassion for them cannot outweigh our need to take action for what is right. This is not the first witch hunt that has happened, probably not the last, but we must band together and use what is left of our democracy.

On that note I have provided a few links.

FOR EUROPEANS:

If you are in in Europe, Dame Judy Dench is launching a campaign to get 35 million signatures opposing the law. Please sign the petition if you live in Europe, and take the initiative to find other ways this law could be overthrown.

http://www.grammasintl.com/html/products/campaigns.asp

FOR AMERICANS:

Dr. Rima Laibow MD has been tireless in her campaign to prevent Codex Alimentarius from passing. Her efforts, and the efforts of thousands who write and call their congress-people have prevented these laws from passing. But we cannot back down. Please follow the link and you will be led to an easy form to email to your representative. Join her mailing list because she is on top of all this, and almost she alone. We need to be continually signing these petitions, they work.

http://www.healthfreedomusa.org/?p=6789

OTHER COUNTRIES:

Please take the time to find out what is happening in your country regarding this issue. These guys are going global, so no one can sit back and act like it will never happen to them.

I hope this article has inspired you to take action. Equally important is you lightwork. Remember to continually go into your hearts to dream the world of Love and Freedom we all deserve. Thank you.